And now I’ve lost the feeling in my arms to pull the leeches stuck on my heart.
I am sorry to hear about not cleaning up your mess.
Sorry to fear that I might one day leave you to rest.
Thought another heart would help you grow strong.
But once again, we lay tight in a ball with everything gone so wrong.
Sorry to starve you of this beautiful air.
That life sucking pain we drown in just seems so unfair.
So I will bury you now, hide you away from the world.
Now with nobody, just a bitter heartless girl.
The addiction to pain.
It leads us
To our endless need of distraction.
Our bodies; our hearts; art in pure flesh and blood.
The addiction to pain,
It leads us
To our endless need of distraction our bodies; art in pure flesh and blood
The human the virus
The state of a nihilist
An act of darkness
When everything is meaningless
All doors are fake
All roads are circles
But you can open a door
You can build a road
To create your own realities
An act of love
The state of openness
The human, the nihilist, we are a dangerous virus.
And I’m just an irresponsible spontaneous piece of living and only just breathing chemical being of the universe
The barrier is broken. Left my brain and my pasts pain come back through
I cry to sleep because you made me smile today. Ten dozen and one laughs will eventually make me stay
Hurt me now before you leave. Hurt me now because I need you too
Don’t make it magical. Don’t make it true
I can’t loose my soul or our souls too
I hate that I’m into you because, I know how this ends I know of the expired loans of human bodies which our universe lends